One thing people have to understand.

This is really important if you wish to read my blog any further. (I really should've done this sooner but what the hell la.)

Firstly, i'd just like to say yes, generally i do share alot of personal things (esp. my views) on this blog but if you think reading this can substitute the fact of talking to me face to face,

that's just stupid.

Why? READ the first paragraph. I said share. Share does not mean me posting up every single detail of my life on something that can technically be read by anyone and everyone who finds this. Sure, there are alot of them who do just that but what's your point? So that everyone knows you're, for example, having trouble with your family? And then what? You get sympathy?

Stupid isnt it?

What i put up here is what i want to share. Obviously, writing an emo blog is just childish and i plan to keep this blog generally happy. No, this doesnt mean im faking my emotion. Who the hell does that. What i mean is that i share only the good things i feel like sharing and since, as you can tell, im human, there's always going to be bad times as well.

The only people who can be happy all the time are those who are ignorant.

This blog is personal. I write what i want to write but i do not post up deeply personal things period. So if anyone thinks they can psychoanalyse my entire life based on this blog, you're a right piss artist. If you do want to know things, ASK. If you want me to tell you things, then you obviously have to SPEND TIME WITH ME to achieve that, correct?

Then again, there are also people who assume my personality and believe they know me because they've read my blog even though they've never held a conversation with me in real life.

Er, hello... what?

There are so many things you can learn from a person just by talking to them face to face. There's that certain tone of voice, the body language, something in the eyes, how they speak and what they speak of.... are you telling me you can get all that just from reading what i write? You telling me im better than any Pulitzer prize winner?

Stupid.

So so stupid.

Ignorant is more like it actually.

So if you still want to read, put it into your head that things i share here is what i want to share. If a day's been great even though i feel like downright shit, i'm obviously going to write about the good things that happened instead of writing why i feel like shit so even people in Poland know.

You can call it a positive outlook or a facade or whatever else but it's just keeping the certain more personal things out of sight from public.

Like i said yesterday, i dont exactly feel happy but rather than self destructing a rather good 4 days in Singapore, im just going to put it the way it is minus any underlying feelings.


S.