Judgement.

Today was such a good day.

I almost passed out on the floor of TMC. I couldnt even see anymore and i had no energy to stand up. Because of the damned rain, i was stuck there for everyone to see on the floor till the car came. I kind of cried too. That whole stupid feeling of drifting off was so bad, i really thought i was going to faint. It was so uneasy and painful.

I really wonder why i have these kind of things happening to me. I wasnt even doing anything that required me to strain myself.

I downed an entire bottle of water in less than a minute while i was lunging on the floor. If any one of you ever have to go through this (and i hope you never do), just sit and lay your head on something. Just dont hold your own weight, if you know what i mean. I've had enough experiences with f*king faints. But this time it really scared me shitless. First ever time it happened in a public area.

Thank God i didnt pass out. I dont want to ever venture there.

S.