Sunday, August 02, 2009

Because i could only think of one stupid thing.

> lazy does not fully describe this weekend. I'm like dead and eaten up. I did get some invites which are colossal but i guess the first person i decided on trying to pull is probably a no show. So well, just please stick a huge L on my forehead.


25 'deep' questions.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:
- i'd say when im telling them how i feel but on the whole i dont think i have much trouble with either.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?:
- oh hell yes.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago nonstop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?:
- You would know who and you'd certainly know what.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?:
- I'd only be afraid for the first few days then it wouldnt matter anymore. And no, i wouldnt tell anyone. I dont want people to feel inclined to spend time with me just because im going to go. I'd want them to be there because they truly care and want to be present. I'd go around the world, stay in London and drink tea like an old lady.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust:
- Love without trust is pointless. I'd pick trust.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dog’s life?:
- yeah, i would. My boss is probably an arse anyway.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:
- I would. If im stupid enough to do it, then too bad for me.

8. Your friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:
- i'm sorry but i cant say i feel the same.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:
- Yeah, as a sis would be even better. Same mindset, wavelength and opinions; why not? You'd never feel out of tune or lonely.

11. Does love = sex?:
- Hell no.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?:
- quite recently. It was my mum about something.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?:
- i think telling them that you love them is much harder.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?:
- my left hand, being able to see and hear, certain people in my life- i can't decide.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?:
- Emily, Alia and Aemilia. :) No need to digress

18. Imagine: it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?:
- ahhh... you know.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?:
- i dont know, i guess i would hesitate but i think i'd try.

21. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?:
- I wouldnt let go of either. I'd probably try to win both ways. You know me.

22. Are you old fashioned?:
- In some sense yes.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?:
- I always try to be, i dismiss those kind of thoughts but sometimes... hell, people can be serious assholes.

24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?:
- I guess the former. Then at least i'd know what it feels like both ways, rather than stay naive.

25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?:
- i'd wish for success, to make my parents proud, to make a positive difference somehow, to have more than 24 hours in a day and uh.... to have a swanky house somewhere in the world. :)

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