F.
I can't wait for the weekend. I need to meet people, sit on rooftops, and talk shit. Plus watch more movies.
I want to watch UP on its premiere day. Because i love grumpy old men.
But i'm in such a sour/bad mood these past few days. If you asked me 3/4 years ago whether i had any patience, i'd tell you that i had none. I'm surprised though at how i've dealt with so many things these past few months. I let things slide, i wait, i don't jump the gun as i usually do, i let people say whatever they want to say.
I dont know where all the withstanding patience came from.
All i can say is that i'm upset and very disappointed at how people treat my leniency. Just because i dont say things does not mean im unsusceptible to feeling angry, just because i let you off the hook does not mean i'm fine with it.
It's like people dont respect my patience at waiting. Or me as a matter of fact.
The feeling has reached to a point that my face looks completely unamused with life and my parents think i'm either sick again, stressed, emotional or something else.
God.
If only i could tell them without telling them.
If you get what i mean.
Aih.
You're more disappointing than anyone has ever been.
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